& latley your all i think about

twittle twattle

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 21:25:06 GMT

So a lot has been happening.
i have a job at the sheriffs office as a secertary its very nice 8.70 an hour and im here right now haha. breaking the rules.

im actually single, after dating two guys at once it has showed me i need to be single for a little while, i was always scared of PDA but i really want to with my next boyfriend, and treat him so well and will not fuck him over in any way possible, even if its a previous boyfriend ive already have had. i miss chris. but i cant anymore, because he is about to date someone else, but im actually really happy for him i know people just say that but i really am, i want him to be happy. but it sucks for me because i realized what i had when it was too late. My sister is trying to hook me up with some boys maybe i should try it her way? no hahaha. but i feel content of where i am with men i just need a mature one i guess. someone who can love me. People always tell me im easy to fall in love with. the other day my sister asked me how do i make guys fall in love with me and hoenstly im just me, i wish she wouldnt pretend.

i love love love my friends it seems like all i have now is michelle mackenzie ally and megan. but im okay with that. there all fabulous! and i cannot wait for spring break 09 again with the gilder gang this year were going to disney world which is my ultimate favortie. you dont even know. its going to be a good break. ill be single this time probably so i wont have to worry about someone cheating on me or forgetting me.

3rd term of junior year is arising and im getting all A"S

im really excited~ youll see

summa lovin dead

Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:56:42 GMT

well its the end of summer school is tuesday werrrid.
i feel ill do good this year.
maybe.

so i had jaw surgery july 15 werid i like it i think.. idk its okay, but its different.

i worked at a mentally challenged camp this summer i was a camp counslor it was a life changing experience i loved it so much. i will do it next year.

this has been one of the best summers ever, like i cant even describe. very eye opening, ive made a few mistakes but ive learned from them so much. a lot has happened really good and really bad, things that i never thought would ever happen in my entire life.

i feel like such a more stronger person and i dont care about things anymore, only people in my life, idk i just dont care what peopple think anymore or anything i do, i just love everything.

i thank god everyday for meeting you

amerrriicann boyyy

Sun, 25 May 2008 15:12:51 GMT

wowiee i found out who my true friends are. a few days ago. HA!
but my life is soo good right now. except one minor detail.
actually two.
my friends are perfect were all getting along except im really mad at megan.
but my family is good me and my momma are good,
im just have trouble with boys UGH!
im so lost in that caterogory.
and my sister, we hate eachother, but i really dont care about that.

eddddiiiee money was so much fun, for the parts i remeber anyways.
ive been seeing bre a lot latley and i like it,
but i think shes mad at me for a few nights ago.
:/

summer is about 2 1/2 weeks away yess.
today is perfect outside, i think im supposed to go over allys then go to grammies and go swimming and fishing.
YES i havent been fishing all year and now i can. yes

fishing=yes

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 17:38:17 GMT

i have lost all respect for my mother and basically my whole family.
i cant wait till college and to move out and be on my own and never talk to them again. there so dumb. honestly ive never met anyone so stupid. im very disappointed. i feel like im the only mature one here.

but my friends are perfect. so i just cant wait to sleepover michelles tonight

sharpie

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 21:55:46 GMT

ah a lot has happened since valentines day. alot of realiztion anyway.
well in about 6 days i will be going with the gilder gang to key west. i'm extremely excited for sure. i love all of them, so i know its going to be fun.

my mom has a new boyfriend kurt barely know him at all. which is kind of scary because who knows one day he could rape and kill us all. im just so scared of boys, there so untrustworthy.

cooper is dime, and is almost right about everything all the time, (which i hate to admit). my trust with him is little but im trying my best to trust him, its only because i messed up and im scared he will want revenge on me. but too bad hes everything close to perfect and probably wont do that. i trust him. i do.

ive been fake baking ha i guess i look taneroxic.

ally gilder and megan sydlowski are who i trust the most out of my girlfriends honestly. there both perfect and both have great advice and always listen. they are my dime pieces. haha.

girls dont like boys girls like cars and money, boys will laugh at girls even though there not funny.

valentines day? or love connection

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 00:46:14 GMT

hahaha my life latley has just been laughter.
my friends are beautiful. and everyones getting a long finally.
i love ally gilder and mackenzie ferro we always get along.

my moms moving to north carolina. wtf? im staying though. but she keeps briving me to move down there. what a slut.

so ill probably be moving in with macky since my dad is honestly crazy, and ive tried living with him before and hell no not going back there.

my road test is saturday. im going to feel so gay if i dont pass. i think i will im pretty deccc.

so my mom was thinking on getting me a truck or some time of jeep thingy she doesnt want me getting stuck at all!!

eww i just watched a comerical for high school musical barbies.
whats the wrold comming to?

i wish my moms job would give her money i like my keatington home and i love the neghibors and how everyones here in the summer.
:(

its valentines day and i havent gotten any thing from cooper.
BOO.
i want atleast something haha

mono e mono

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 03:52:13 GMT

Well i came back to lake orion. ha
it was really too werid at the school and living with my dad you dig?
this weekend has been so random and so okward and so different, i have been really liking it.
i like random owkard and different situations because they always end up so funny.
my birthday is in 6 days;

the big sweet sixteen. ha. for some reason i really feel like being a lone on my birthday or just doing something like they would do in the old days. or i really liked on boy meets world when her and corey slowed dance. idk. megan will get allt he attention and ill just feel stupid. cuz im not as pretty and perfect as her. blah. but i know i will be with my friends no mater what i say.

cooper is perfection.

i had my dance recital today for pointe and ballet. i really do love pointe. its something i want to do for awhile since you only have a limited time to be a point dancer because eventually your feet get really bad.

i might switch over to debrahs since they take pointe more seriously, i really wanna push my self with point.

im doing so good in school and im so proud of myself. idk after going to rochester i feel my priorities changed. school is a way bigger deal to me now and i have all a's and b's.

i really wish me and my sister got a long. i feel like will be on jerry springer " i hate my sister"
i feel like i want nothing to do with her. but yet i want everything to do wither her. i guess it makes sense to me.

peace love and chicken grease

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 15:34:10 GMT

i miss so many things right now.
im at a weird unsure part in my life right now.
never thought it would get this way.

Starting a new school tommorrow im actually really excited, im going to stil hang out with the people from lake orion but if they dont bother to call me and not return my calls mine as well not bother. cuz right now im just hanging with who i care about and who cares about me the most.

i know ill regret saying this when im older but i really just want to be in college right now and have my job and everything all ready and just get married and buy a house. i know when im like 30 i will really wish i didnt say that so im trying to make the most of it in high school.

i feel like the world wil end before i turn 21 so goodbye to legal alcohol pah

im taking a pointe class which i love so much i really like ballet a lot. plus i dont know anyone in the class and it helps me concentrate and do better, ofcourse we talk and are nice, but i felt like in the other studio where i would laugh and talk to my friends all the time here im more serious and paying attention.

i miss seeing a lot of the pepole i used to see and now if i see them its from a distance and once in awhile an okward hello, well i just feel okward because i feel they dont want to see me, so why bother? i dont know cuz i stil have hope that, same person that used to like me is inside there.

hip hop helacopter?

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 00:17:09 GMT

Just got back from dance camp
lots of work but i feel like the team bonded a little more. i just still wish there werent those clicks and evil stares.
i feel i improved a little bit, and got closer with a lot of people. coach said she could tell me memory improved/
were buddies with the clarkson girls which i think is cool. except if we end up dancing with eachother haha both of our schools wil be mad at us but oh wel i think its a good thing. i dont like have enemeys.
but i think this whole trip weve walked about 7 miles? maybe.
im getting ready to go camping with mackenzie up north until monday mid day? im excited. even though i just got back from camp.
i cant stop singing the national anthem, when im a lone and im singing old whitney houston songs.
i want a job i need money there are so many things i want
nice camera.
pink laptop from dell.
clothes.
shoes.
school supplies.
paint and accesories for my room each wall is going to be something different.
jaw surgery or different applience in my mouth to help out my underbite.
also i want to start getting involved with things. like charites and i really want to do project shalom anyone want to do it with me?
i think hayley carpnter and megan syzdlowski are suppose too. but i want a bigger group.
i want to have a big party just with a bunch of good friends and have fun.
cali bowen and beccaluchs birthdays are comming which is exciting i dont know what i want to get them, i wish people would just tell you what they wanted for there birthday instead of saying it doesnt matter blahblah its way easier if they give you a straight foward answer.
summer is great i have been hanging out with wonderful people.
i just found out that katlyn hizleburger is probably the most funniest person ever.

GUARANTEED.

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 04:06:09 GMT

Life is a struggle but yet exciting and joyful.
I am just deciding to stop hanging around the people who make me feel horrible and just hang around with peoplpe who are filled with love and happiness.
I NEED CEDAR POINT ive been dying to ride a roller coaster even though im scared of heights and usually pussy out. im just wanting to ride one so bad. gashasha
I went to the zoo today with cooper, it was random and funny but really hott out but at the end when we were in the peguin exhibt it started to rain. yay. hahaha.
here are some pictures from it

beauty

hip

eyes?

pshsha ew

cracka?

im alive

gobble

doe

tiglet

MOOFASA

rhinos

warthogs

gay

:D

wallabees? kangaroos?

wild mustangs, actually i dont remember what there called

cool...

POlar Bear

SEAL pAH

shshsh

Mr. Poppers Penguins.

bebe and muma

haha there are some of the most random people at the zoo lemm tell you

Say okay. inbetweeny?

Tue, 29 May 2007 23:42:18 GMT

all i want right now is to gain weight thats really all i want.
girls yell at me because i complain that i wanna gain weight, i know all girls wanna lose weight but be thankful, ive lost over 25 pounds when i didnt even want to just cause i got really sick and now i cant even gain it back. i used to be curvy i used to look better and i loved it. i loved being the weight i was. so please dont talk about losing weight around me or ill seriously just slap you and im not a violent person just be thankful idk its not that big of a deal but its like im starving non of it is sticking to me not even the good stuff like nutrients or calcium. i cannot wait till this is all over and i have all my weight back. i would kill to be the weight i was again.

but anyways, keatington beach is hiliarious i went for the first time today it was great. i cant wait to go on the last day of school when everyones there i love living in keatington even though i probably cant even fucking spell it.

i love doing shit like this

your breathing down my neck

Thu, 17 May 2007 00:08:42 GMT

Ive been in a big mood to just watch movies i dont want to watch TV i wanna watch lots of movies this weekend i really wanna see sherk 3 and spider man 3 i just love movies.
and i also am in love with frosted cheerios.

My sister has to live with my dad this summer, that just made me so much happier because i am so relaxed and so stress free without her around because she stresses me out and makes me sad and just changes my attitude when im having a good day.

last greys anatomy tommorrow after that i dont know if ill watch TV anymore.

i cant wait for summer because i just love being in my neghiborhood. everyone comes around here and its just fun and its happy and its great i believe theres only like 18 or 20 days left of school! that makes me so happy.
i really wanna learn
i really wanna do better

imma shine

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 23:22:26 GMT

im most likley going to delete my myspace until i get my braces off. ew i hate braces, but i kinda want them on forever cuz i have this huge feeling im going to look like fucking shit without them. so maybe ill have them forever. ha.

i think i can finally say that im not judgemental at all. yeah i know everyone is but i seriously have stopped judging anyone by anything now after second term. im really proud of myself for that. because people judge me everday and i hate it.

spring break is in 3 basically days thank god. im really excited cuz my sister will be gone, it will be good to get a break. i really wanna hang out with a vareity of different people this break.

im a very happy.

old but still olove it

double chin haha

haha half of these are really old, and new but i just love all of them.

show off that body you got

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 20:30:18 GMT

blahblablahblahblahblahblah
yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahh

i want summer, im so sick of doing school work.
but on the bright side i didnt get burnt from vacation.
and basically 2 and half months left of school.
i mean i like school, but it kinda gets old of going 5 days a week.
plus i miss sleeping in.

i hate being alone.
i always want to be surrounded by someone even if its one person just knowing that im not alone.
even if i dont even k now the damn person.

i wish my family didnt hate me so much.
i mean they really do and i dont know why.

im going to a ballet camp this summer im really excited.
idontknow how long it is though, i cant go longer than a week.

i really wanna hang out with ally gilder.

its my body i do what i want

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 13:45:19 GMT

if you watch greys anatomy you know what im tlaking about
well remember that one episode where she drowns herself cuz she thinks no one will care.
sometimes i wonder if anyone would care if i was gone. would it matter? maybe?
it just makes me wonder.

i just got home from florida last night man it really made me wanntt summer real bad.
i cant wait for summer

im holding onto you got me 10 feet off the ground.

Thu, 22 Feb 2007 01:43:49 GMT

Accomplishment feels good.

Remember to breathe

Sat, 10 Feb 2007 20:32:08 GMT

I wouldnt change a thing, i love everything.

i really want summer.
i really want my braces off.
i feel like dancing, i miss it a lot.
cant wait for florida in 28 days!
cant wait to buy suvioneris(ch cant spell) for my friends.
cant wait to start piano lessons.

im in a mood to run, even though i cant even run for 50 seconds with out being outta breath and having to stop hahaha.
im also in a mood for dangerous stunts and pina colda slushies.

what are you in the mood for?

you know just how to lie to me

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 22:53:38 GMT

i can say that im really happy, because i am but i just miss some people so much.

Did i do something wrong?
because please tell me im sick of asking but no answers, its getting really old. grow up and say it. even if it hurts my feelings id rather know.
because it hurts worse without knowing.

well my mom gave the dog away.
with out telling me or my sister.
so i think were getting kittens.
well i want a snake though.
i think there so cool.

i cant wait for disney world and summer akfheuoiayf

Time favors no one and if we wait-- we can fall in love a second too late.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 21:46:29 GMT

i need answers to my questions.
but im too scared to ask.
i feel like im loosing everything all at once.
but im loosing nothing according to one.
i want to dive into a swimming pool of all my answers.
i need to talk, i need to get everything out,
but its stuck in a lump of my throat.
come out come out come out.
i need to say it and if i dont.

36 days till im outta here.
kinda excited but will miss people.

i miss you, the old you.

SCREAM

these are a few of my favorite things

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 23:26:41 GMT

haha megan came over after school today it was fun i havent laughed that much in awhile.
this friday im suppose to hang out with taylor lauren and mackenzie should be fun.
hahah gram asked out mackenzie today i think that is tsoo cute.
lifes just good right now

we were mostley young

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 19:50:20 GMT

Sometimes the Hardest Thing and the Right thing are the same.

Its too late to apologize.

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 00:25:15 GMT

i love people that make me laugh.
i dont know were i would be without music.
people have changed, but everyone has right?
i think im becomming obsessed with white chocalte mochas from starbucks, i cant stop craving them.
exams are comming im not worried, im not smart anyways, no need to impress anyone with good grades right.
boys like to make fun of me too much.
i hate lovehandles right now. on me not other people.
ddr is fun.
yogurt is good.
dying hair is fun, lets dye it some more i know by 35 ill have fake hair for dying it so much.
my mom reads my livejournal and everything else. lots of privacy ehh no. hi mom.

Me and Megan and jenny had this huge talk about how good summers going to be and now i just want it now. summers always good yeah theyll be bad days but the next day you just are like fuck it, you sleep in, never get ready or take showers paha, swim in the sick pee water lake but its the best, play games, stay up really late, do things you wouldnt normally do, and spend so much time with everyone, in my eyes it seems a lot of people come together during the summer.

i really really really wanna start up dance again but im too late.
so here comes piano.

that hand is worth 2 million dollors i want it fixed.

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:05:03 GMT

ive had my period all week its been a bad one.
ive been very emotional.
and i have been hurting someones feelings really badly, someone that i truly care about and that person makes me one of the happiest persons alive.i really wish i didnt do the things i did, i try not to regret but i do. ugh blah gah.
yeah i know i cant blame it on my period but for real periods do things to me. ew
ah lauren atkinson and breana deming make me laugh.
i hung out with brad and mackenzie today and spencer tagged a long it was fun creative and wild time for me.

Love could be set in motion quickly, but true love needed time to grow into something strong and enduring. Love was, above all, about commitment and dedication and a belief that spending a year with a certain person would create something greater than the sum of what the two could accomplish seperately. Only time, however, could show whether you'd been accurate in your judgement. -Nicholas Sparks
i love quotes

come on join the party i know your a good dancer

if you dont give a fuck put your middle finger up

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 21:24:48 GMT

ugh so my mom took aim, and tv, away from me and she deleted everthing off the computer so all my pictures are gone and all my information shes a gay motha fucka.
i miss lauren atkinson dont see her as much as i would like too.
i really need summer since theres no snow can we even call this winter? for real i just need snow and a snow day.
summer was so fun cali ally mackenzie lauren would live at my house and wed go to the beach everyday and see and hang out with everyone till night time then sneak out meet up with boys haha funny. boys are funny.
so lots of birthdays are comming up, its so hard to shop for people cuz people are really picky these days.
i hope i never get a divorce i want a happy marriage and to have kids ha random and i dont wanna grow old alone ew.
i hope i die laughing or sleeping i really dont want a painful death but yet who does.
okay next holiday is valentines day oh great makes me sick to think of that and see all the red and pink hearts my guess is ill get chocalte from my mom and kiss on the forehead nothing special i wish everyone had someone on that day why is there a valentines day anyways hm..
im bonding with my sister very good latley..different but i like it, cant complain. she might be moving out to live with my dad though. so hello bus yuck i hate the smelly sit 3 people to a seat bus.

sometimes i wonder if im loosing my mind

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 21:30:46 GMT

im kinda looking foward to going to school.
i dont like being home and sleeping in and wasting my days away.
ha werid new years was fun but creepy. i went to jennys new years party and that was so much fun the people there were so funny and fun to be around im so glad i went. then me brianna ally and jenny and mackenzie all went to mackenzies and that was interesting. paha. yeah
i feel lost right now like i have no control over my life right now. and i miss middle school sometimes ....nah

im watching next right now yeah my lifes so great ha